Rejected A.K.

How does it feel to know that someone hangs on to every word you say, listening to the rhythm of your voice, the way your face changes as you express your words, the lull your voice causes when you read out loud? It must feel nice to know that a good day for you makes someone else's day. Iwonder how it feels to know that he wishes you'd acknowledge him for a moment, even f in a negative way, just because for the split second, he will cease to exist in the bland reality around him and will earn existence in your world of perfection. How does it feel to kow that you have the power over someone else to snap him out of his reveries in just a quick instance of your life? How did it feel when you did it?