Believe By G.B.

I want to believe
I really
Some people find it so easy
It just makes sense to them
Well, lucky them
It doesn’t make sense to me
The more I try to convince myself its true
The more I end up not convincing myself it’s true

People who don’t think too much are always happier
Me, I cant seem to stop thinking
Instead of answer, I get more questions
Unsettling questions
Questions that keep me up all night
Wondering worrying

I cannot believe.
I just can’t.